Today, All I Can Do Is Pray

Today, all I can do is pray.
There is no fixing.
No making better.
At the moment, even no helping.
And so I spend the day remembering.
Doing my best to recall moments frozen now in time.
When I was…
When he was…

But those remembered moments make up only a handful of all the moments which reside somewhere within who I am.
I scramble to remember more.
Lost in the looking until I stop
And allow my Thank you to be enough.

I believe love reaches out beyond time and space.
And, prayers do the same.
Defying the laws of physics.
Holding us together even when we are not in the same room.

Today, all I can do is pray.