I was up early this morning.
Early enough to greet the sun as she began the day.
And to acknowledge the almost full moon as it gave up it radiance to the morning.
I was up early this morning.
Early enough to drink in the morning’s coolness.
And to take deep breathes.
Slowly.
One after another.
Pulling the day
And its promise
Into me.
Filling me.
Finding its way into the fabric of my being.
At least for the moment.
With the hope it won’t be forgotten
Amidst the distractions
And concerns of the day.
I was up early this morning.
Paying Attention
This morning
Up early.
Coffee made.
Down the stairs to let our dog out into our backyard.
But instead of going back inside I went outside with her.
Cup of coffee in hand.
I sat down.
Deep breath in the early morning chill.
And I watched as my dog took stock of her surroundings.
She stood at attention for the longest time.
Taking in the morning.
And what was around her.
I sipped my coffee.
Watching her
I wondered
When was the last time
I stood or sat at attention for that long?
Focused solely
On who
Or what
Was around me?
Being quiet enough
Still enough
Silent enough
To notice?
And in that time
To allow God to come close.
Morning Routines
There is nothing new about what I am about to write.
Nothing that those who are smarter than me or wiser than me have not known and been saying for years. Nothing new even for me.
Just forgotten in the push and pull of life.
Here is what I mean.
I am usually the first one up in our home.
Even the dog watches to make sure I am getting up before she uncurls and gets up as well. I usually have an hour or so to myself before my wife gets up. I let the dog out. Make coffee. Have breakfast. Read the paper. Check email. Pretty routine. Maybe for you, as well. But yesterday was a bit different. And because it was I began to remember what I had forgotten.
Here’s what happened.
Everything went along as usual until I went to let the dog in.
It was one of those beautiful mornings.
Warm enough to be outside.
Cool enough not to be hot.
One of those days in the Northeast you want to bottle for the middle of summer or the middle of winter. Instead of calling the dog, I took my cup of coffee and sat down. For ten minutes I just sat.
Not shaking my head about the headlines in the paper.
Not figuring out which early morning emails to keep and which to delete.
Not checking my list for the day.
Just sat.
Today is back to normal.
At one point a couple hours ago I realized I had a headache.
Stress.
Here is what I think may be true.
How we start our day sets the tone for our day.
Rushed. Our day will be that way.
Stressed by emails or news. Our day will be that way.
A few minutes of quiet.
A few minutes to appreciate the sunshine.
Or, the rain.
Or, the cup of coffee in my hand.
Maybe we will appreciate the moments in the rest of our day as well.
I am going to give it a try.
Maybe I Should Begin Every Day Like This
My day began as most of my days begin.
Coffee.
Toast.
Second cup of coffee.
Bathroom.
But then, instead of email or news or my list for the day, I went for a walk.
30 minutes outside.
By myself.
Surrounded only by….
Trees creaking in the wind.
A woodpecker heard, but not seen.
Quiet enough for me to be aware of my own breathing.
Silence settling around my soul.
I realized I pray better walking than I do folding my hands and bowing my head.
Maybe I should begin every day like this.
I Didn’t Use To Be A Morning Person…
I didn’t use to be a morning person, but now I relish these few minutes of quiet before the world around me catches up and plunges into the activities of the day. For a few minutes there is nothing I have to think about. Nothing I have to do. I can just sit and be still and watch as the sun pushes back the shadows the early morning. I can just sit and listen…both to the world around me and the quietness of my own heart and mind. In these few moments my prayers wander pausing on those whom I love and those for whom I have special concern. Then they return to wrap themselves around my own life seeking to both settle and unsettle me at the very same time.
I remember the council of a friend who was always quick to remind me.
“Today is a day that was not promised to you, but a day so full of promise.”
Today, may I live into that promise.